I dont know why am i even crying now.
I know its so stupid to cry for a game.
Sigh.

Audi.
Twinnie say she's quitting gaming.
She feel she dont fit being in Audi.
It came all so sudden.
Being in audi now, feels all so weird.

Maple.
I know that fucker aint the real reason why im even crying.
But im also so angry that i burst out crying even harder.
This noob fucker say he dont trust my heal,
And how could you even base your life on a priest to heal you during boss time.
I'm not trying to push the blame to him but seriously, knowing you're so near a boss,
shouldnt the more you heal yourself instead of relying on a priest?

And whats more, so many bandits i heal, he's one noob fuck.
Dmg at his level, my jeraldit can do so much better.

Suddenly, i feel im losing a very close friend.
Ever since me and Ajkk brokeup, when i'm on the verge of stopping Audi,
she was there for me. Always.
Making me laugh, do stupid things with me just to make each another miss,
disturbing every single person who come in, sing songs together, hack ubp/bp, tag let it snow till the middle of the night just to raise the fp, quarreling with fat and spade, going on fb together, meeting the wrong kind of guys, everything everything..
Will just become memories.
Memories that I hope will never end.

Why must people in my life,
leave when im so used to them.
Fuck my life.

Tmd, tomorrow should be last day.
But apparently, Ash sis and me from planned to have Mac breakfast tgt tmr morning at her house to not coming at all after today.
Nb, my pay $160+ only :(

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You know, maybe it happen before.
That I'm really afraid History might repeat itself.
Those cold shoulders.. Those lies..
I must learn to have faith in you,
I must learn to have confidence with myself.

I know I always say,
Patched relation wouldnt last.
But I myself, now contridiciting what i say,
by patching up with him. :O
Life, needs to play a bet sometime rightttt?
Wish me luck on this bet! :P

Jerjer loves Ce [:

As a matter of fact,
I'm starting to MIA from msn already.
I know its just a matter of time, this blog will be neglected.
But well, i'll try not to. :)

So anyyyyyyyyone misses me? :D

I'm still down with flu and cough.
Very bad one.
Until now my voice very sexy okay. LOL.
Guess i've been sick for near a week le. :(

Phoebe had tender her resignation letter already. But she's still around, just not today
Ashley sis isnt here today.
So i'm alone now. :\
Uber quiet without both of them.
Suddenly, it sucks to work w/o them can.

Facebook aint working in this com.
Aiyo, suddenly i want go sing k leh. * winks @ beng ahma *

AHMA, WHEN YOU BRING AHGONG OUT UH?!
MOVIE + SING K , ALL LIKE SAY NIA LOR. :(
In case i really MIA from fb and msn, i wish you early grats and all the best for your tp!
Remember, i'm your 19th passenger hor. :P

Nothing to blog already.
6 more days, :)

Short post.
Tired.

Have been using the com the whole day.
Just to let my char from lvl 63 -> 70.
Somemore my nose was on the runway. LOL.

I realise, sometimes,
when you ask too much, or should i say, know too much,
you'll cause some hurt to yourself or to some people out there.
If i didnt know so much, would it make me feel better when i saw her?
If i didnt know so much, would the fam not be dismissed?
If i didnt know so much, would i realise i am actually upset cause i saw her.

Bottom line:
Jeraldine's emo now.

HAHAHA. I'm happy now can.
I'm currently level 62 9x% already.
Tomorrow sure 70. :O
Sorry lesles, cant wait for you le.
That meanie zozo gonna 70, so i also must 70 :O

Anyway, i wanted to buy fame just now.
and i need 4 more to become 20 fames.
So i started shouting in fm, ' Buying 4 fames 100k each '
Yesyes, And endedup, i didnt pay for anything yet i got 4 fame free. HAHAHA.
Thanks to x3QiEr ( rdm stranger but uber nice. He fame me 3 times ) & Csp.
:D

&&& HAHAH.
Finally ppl in Psycho notice my disappearance. :P
I misssss all of them, and i swear i gonna go back audi after sunday prolly.
I WANT KING!! RAH.

Anddddddddddddddd.
Did anyone notice my tagboard?
Thats a fucker who wish to fuck me :(
But a ball-less one. :O
I hope he replies me soon.
The fun is just about to begin~ :)

I love Sweet Onion~ [:

Hello all.
*Waves*

Yes, ure right if you guess I'm blogging from work again.
Jerjer is down with terrible flu and cough.
Cough the lungs out of me, and the flu, keep sneezing only.
Nnb. :(

I so want to whine abut how much i spend on prepaid cards can.
I know i know, its so effing waste of money.
But cb, the more i want, the more I cant have.
Yesterday, i buy 3 legendary = 19.5k.
So total my hair up to ytd was 19.5k + 12.5 = 32k.
den today, ce help me again.
I think play 3 times AT LEAST.
SO U COUNT LAAAA,
32 + 19.5 = 51.50.
SMLJ LAAAA.
I CUT MY HAIR ALSO NT SO EX LUH.
WTFFFF.

Someone either find jerjer a sugar daddy ORRRR
Find a fucker who'll buy me plenty of ppcs ORRRRRRR
find someone nice to stop me from buying luh.

I didnt play audi for like 2 days i guess.
Prolly logging in tonight.
But will feel so weird :(

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I think since i started playing Maple back,
i become very vulgar again. ~_~
Whole day keep swear niaaaaaa. :\
Sorry if I've offended anyone with my words uh. [:

Poor me, i cant even taste anything now.
JUST NOW, I HAD DURIAN BISCUITS, BUT WTFFFFF,
I CANT EVEN SMELL OR TASTE IT.
DURIANNNNN !! :(

When Humans find new friends,
they abandon the old ones.
It's normal aint it?
But what if your old friends has only a few friends?
And all you was just abandon them, with a snap.
Hurhur, dont say I never tried talking to you.
Put in short, if you're guilty,
den yes, i'm talking about you.
& Oh, you so dont deserve to be my friend, anymore. [:
TAKECARE AND PLEASE FUCK OFF FARFAR LE. ;)

P.S ON A GOOD NOTE, I JUST ATE SOME MALAY FOOD, WHICH IS SOOOO SPICY, my taste buds came back. LOL. Woooo. :O

As title mention,
I'm emo.
Been awhile since Emo strikes me. :\

Had my first zak since i return.
I took hell long of time to prepare.

1st, its not my account that i'm playing.
I'm playing Ce's account. So must pot, change his keys and such.
Somemore, from leafre to orbis, then i took a walk down of 20 stories. -.-
and the entire party was already waiting for me.

After xfering pots, i rush there.
And well, realise i dont have the damn eye of fire or whatever nonsense you call it -.-
Lucky Jie give me one.

So the arms were fine up till b2.
B2 was about to end.
Then suddenly, i see zak disappear and appear.
I thought my eyes playing tricks on me at first.

And before i know,
my screen hang, and my entire maple close. -______-

I feel so effing bad can.
2 BM all dc -.-
Wth.

Felt damn disappointed also.
So i went to audi, and was happy twinnie was there.

But apparently, some fucker like to ruin it all.
Fuck it la uh, i dont want blog about him anymore.
You and your jiaowei. _l_

Fucking no mood.
Hope this moodswing fuck off by tmr morning -.-