Jeraldinee<3

2012-01-31T04:43:00.002+08:00

YES, AT 4.43AM.

IM NOT ASLEEP.

What was i doing?

Jailbreaking my phone,

all by myself!

(Not rly, but w the help of Leoric (korkor)) HAHAHA.

& TO THINK, HE THINKS IM 27 all the while!! LOLLL.

And i think he saw mummy picture and think its me! omggggggg. LOLLL.

4 and 3/4 hr of whatsapping from talking bout HSH people to clubs to common interest - THAI SONGS to tips for HSH to JAILBREAKKKKK.

Seriously, must thank him big time.

since im a coconut for jb. LOLLLL.

YIPEEEEE.

2012-01-30T03:16:00.001+08:00

Oh geeeee.

I can't lie properly! :( the "pop out" effect is cominggggg. And I can't even see it from the mirror! -shake head-

So many plans for this upcoming first half of the year. And don't know how to have them all when 1) I don't even have any fucking savings!

Suddenly the urge of falling in love. Lol. Heard some news about this person recently, and somehow had this weird dream of him. Hmm.. Not that I wanna fall for him again and it is highly impossible for us to get back tgt.

Or maybe just this feeling - to be hugged comfortably w someone you adore when you sleep. (can ignore the precious para, am too lazy to del)

Rebel this Friday. (Y) was telling mei how I can't move my neck on Friday cause that period should be the itch session. :( then how to clubbbbbbb?

& honestly, ive to learn to get used to blanket covering my head when I sleep. Couldn't sleep well because of that. Kept waking up Incase I got exposed. Tskkkk.

Nevertheless, still can't wait for covering up. :)

2nd :)

2012-01-29T04:08:00.001+08:00

Had my 2nd tattoo after 6 fucking years. And am definitely gonna cover my 爱. Hehehe.

Hopefully the artist will draw up smth nice to cover up.

Wanted to do a dreamcatcher, but the boss was saying it won't be nice cause dreamcatcher v detailed.. So in the end? I draw part of a dreamcatcher, the feather. LOL.

I thought it will be a like, damn proud feeling. 6 fucking years then I've my 2nd one. But right now as I'm typing, have no feelings for it. Maybe because the 'kick' have yet to come. Somehow, have no idea why is my shoulder / neck aching so badly. :<

Mei did hers as well! And cheaper than mine :<

2012-01-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

OHMEGODDDDDD.

IT'S GG TO BE CNY.

Yes, thought of what happen last cny w fatty.

Maybe, once you've such memories, you'll tend to hope this year will be the same.

Its ok, if its w different guys. Or maybe, i cant let that memory go.

Jay hubby in town last monday! But i decided to stay home instead of gg down.

Cant wait for buddy to be back to sg den can catch vital factor w her!

Alot shit happen recently, but im 22 this year!

Refuse to be caught in this kind of fucking childish, what friend dnt friend? Lol

I PASS MY MOTHER FUCKING BTT. w 46/50.

HAHAHAHA. SONG BOOOOOOOO.

Okay, im fucking tired to express everything.

Just wanna change this blogskin.

Like a fucking boring skin only!! :)

Happy CNY to anyone reading.

which i highly doubt so. lol.

2012-01-12T20:15:00.002+08:00

This 2 weeks gonna be a hell-bored week.

Buddy went back to hkg today.

She stayed yesterday, and 3 of us started bitching.

We were laughing at practically everything.

& Silly buddy's "Bress me" LOLLLLLLL.

Gonna miss her damn fuckinggggggg lots.

But the first wednesday when she's back, gonna head down to butter factory.

Since the last time i went was 2 years ago, and buddy + mei never went before.

Reborn my hair, like a cui only.

Regret dai! :(

Plus snip my fringe away.

Tmr gg head down to find mama!

Been years since i saw her.

Nervous, scared yet excited!!!!

Fc ah, if you do ever see this,

wall me please. :)

2012-01-10T12:49:00.001+08:00

Gonna do my fucking first reborn on my hair.

Yes! On my short hair.

Hope it won't be flat ah!!

2012-01-10T01:17:00.001+08:00

Thanks to buddy.

I'm now wide awake at 1.17am!!

Was sleeping when she decided to call me at 11.30. Fml!! :(((

2012-01-07T18:35:00.001+08:00

老娘chop her hair.

Goodbye le, 10 years de hair!!

Hello new me!!!

Below is the new hair style I've but in reddish black!

2012-01-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

Same as the color, what happen in 2011 remains there.

Its finally in a much obvious red but still, not the red i want. :(

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012.

Cried at the starting of 2012.
Never felt much more alone then.

Last post that is gonna be open before everything goes private.

Hope everyone had a blast. :)

2011-12-29T02:18:00.001+08:00

Idk whr is that anw. HAHAHA.
Cause I don't see my hotel in the location.

Mad sick nao tgt w thin swine.

2011 ending in a few days.
Kinda open eyes and think alr.
Gonna let all those fucktards leave.
2012 dosent have any of them, not even one.

一个人, so whattttt? :)

2011-12-21T02:03:00.001+08:00

At this very second,

Suddenly thought of Jernest.
好想他.

Wonder if he is alright.
We had plans that I'll ring him up everynight.

Hahaha. Prolly, my lil regret to end this year eh..

2011-12-21T01:34:00.002+08:00

AM A FUCKING SICK BIRD.

AND IDK WTF IS W BLOGGER.
AINT WORKING WELL ON ME.

ON MY BED NOW LIES 5,000.... BAHT. LOL.

OKIE, GG REST NOW.

FUCKING SICKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

Flirt till we all die, shall we? :)

Cant wait to hit thai club, prolly on xmas!!!!!

2011-12-18T11:18:00.001+08:00

Utterly disappointed w you max

2011-12-18T02:06:00.001+08:00

Saw this bear while looking at fb.
Cant help but wonder,
Does it even worth a thing now?

2011-12-18T01:10:00.003+08:00

Worked at CP today, under Best @ Sharp.

Amazingly fun.

Wore their Sharp jersey. HAHAHA.

Seriously, not scared ps say, my first jersey i can ever remember having.

MC was annoying irritating! & he jitao keep slacking lo!

But he's funny thou. Lolllllllll.

Have so much to blog.

But i dont know if i should or not. Lol.

TR & buddy @ PH!

Too tired to go ah.

tmr still need wakeup early! :(

Srsly, no feel for blogging anymore. rofl.

2011-12-16T09:50:00.002+08:00

Amazingly, today is my last day at Olam International alr.
I've only skipped work for a day, good rightttttttt.
I also feel proud of myself. HAHAHA.

And ytd was the first time, i rly get to eat PROPER chinese food -_-
No more sick pastas, fast food & western food!!

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I'm feeling incredibly lazy today.
HOWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

My dearest MM is yet to be awake lo! Make laoniang wait for 2 hours alr. =(

2011-12-14T01:12:00.002+08:00

Guess my hair colour?

R.E.D

Okay, not rly. LOL.

But more obvious than the brown i had.

TR say she envy of my hair,

but still....

the red isnt what i expect lo!

I WANT GO SIAM SQ DYE HAIR,

RED FULLHEADDDDDDDDD.

I cant imagine actually. LOL.

I miss Ernest eh.

Not say cant forget, or still hold on.

Just thought of the times when we had plans to go hkg, to go bkk tgt.

to hold our own chalet tgt.

when he accompanied me on phone while i went for R.E interview,

telling him how i got played out by MOM. -.-

Srsly, one month.

Can change so much eh.

Thats life, i suppose.

Countdown: 7 days more to BKK.

6 days more to USS w Buddy, TR & Diamond (Buddy call him that. HAHAHA)

3 days more to end of work!

2011-12-13T13:57:00.002+08:00

I fucking wanna eat RICE. -________________-

This week, or lets say since sat till today, tuesday.
I've eaten 3 meals of pasta. -_-
Sat, Ytd and today!!
-STAB SELF-

wtfuck right? I was craving for yongtaufoo the entire morning.
Then what Elvina said came to mind, she asked me to try the overhead bridge food which is relatively cheaper than suntec.
I agreeeee, but i rly tio scam lo.
Italian Sausage should be meat right?
It was vegetarian -________-
First time eat pasta, only eat the noodle, no ingredient. -stabs harder-

I rly rly rly rlyyyyyyyyyyyy wanna eat rice or at least some chinese food tmr lunch ah!
Still considering if i shld work for JL this Jan. :\

& Tolong ah, let me have a chance to tell S' that friday is my last day. puhleaseeeee. :\\\\

2011-12-13T08:52:00.002+08:00

Qn: You know what is the best way to start off your day?

Ans: Meeting an old friend, a close one to be infact.

Yuppppp, i met Elissa Darling today.

Cause our work venues are pretty near,

3 busstop away.

Thou we're no longer as close as before,

but still, im happy to see her can? :))))

Happy working, darling!!!

Lets go butterfact, someday, shall we?

Will leave silently :)

2011-12-12T10:38:00.001+08:00

Babyyyyy, I can't wait!!!

Fuji Fuji Fuji @ MBK!!
Ka mu @ platinum / MBK!!

HAHAHAHA. Omg. Fuck, I can't wait to go ahhhhhh! 9 days more!

Wanna see P' pink, p' pod, p' porn!
Excited much? :D

2011-12-12T00:17:00.002+08:00

Watched "Already Famous" w TR & Buddy.

Wanted to watch it w E' then, but didnt.

Anw, funny show. HAHA.

Xiaogui so fucking cuteeeeeee. HEHEHEHE.

Was happy that i found someone to marry in maple!

Thou that person dw to marry my main,

and ask me create another char to play.

Tskkkkkkk.

Then manage to psycho that person to chiong till max ring for me.

& NOW, THAT PERSON SAY GARDEN ONLY.

=\\ -brb! i go garden 1st-

OKAYYYYYY, i think that stupid person went to harvest the flower before it boommmmmmm.

-stab self & dies-

& Ohmygee can? Called and his gf pickedup -________-

Shouldnt have called -_-

& AFTER LIKE 6 MONTHS?

Finally went back do my nose.

HEHEHE, No more strawberry nose!

But the people there still sibeiiiiii fuckup.

First time went w ray & tr.

Then had some conflict w those people there.

Today went there, almost had conflict as well.

Tsk. -_-

Made us wait for like 20 mins without saying a word,

wtffffff.

The last session @ Rebel,

tgt w Bruce & Marc.

Was fucking high on this song,

But of cos, not that fastttttt.

Enjoy! :)

2011-12-08T08:32:00.001+08:00

也许我肚量没那么大，
也许我是一个没有办法那么容易原谅人的小女人。
每当我想起她所说的话，我就觉得很笨，为什么要对她那么好啊？

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Thanks fc for hearing me out for the past few days. Aft this week, wont pester/talk to you anymore :)

2011-12-07T09:29:00.003+08:00

Been million and one years since i've last wore stockings.
NOT THOSE WHITE/BEIDGE, BUT BLACK.
Wearing tgt w a toga & a jacket. -_-
Awfully ugly, but i cant take out the jacket if not it'll look lagi ugly. Lol.

& hence, wearing stockings must sit properly and behave properly,
if not if the stockings have hole, THATS IT!!! :\
HAHAHA. Wanted to cross my legs on the chair, but the thought that if im so clumsy, and theres a hole, rly lo. Xiasuay maximum.

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Not gonna explain what went wrong this morning.
That kind of feeling,
disappointing yet upset.
No more morning calls in the future.
No more morning calls for anyone, to be infact.

Have decided to let go alr.
When it reaches this point, and if im still so thick skin to hold on or thinking that something good will come out from it, 2 words to describe --- Fucking stupid.

Cry also cry alr.
Now jitao is fucking numb.

This year, mummy & daddy gonna save alot on our bkk telephone expenses.
Since mei (should have) nobody to call or text, and i also got nobody to call and text, good lo! Save more $$, eat better food.
They say got no koong this year due to the flood.
Even if got, also dk if safe to eat anot. =(

If i've a choice, i wanna dig my fucking heart out and step it.
Till it's dead and numb.
Whatever i want, i can only envy, and wish so hard it'll be mine someday.
Whatever i have, is what people dont want and am just a fucking choice.

Didnt start my morning v well,
will only hope it gets better later of the day, please.

2011-12-07T01:01:00.003+08:00

Day 1 has ended, but im sure it'll get easier.

Heard your name in office today, thou no one has the same name in the office.

Day 2 will get easier, cause buddy will come find me for lunch tmr.

Then dinner w the couple. Lol.

TR thinks i shld ask buddy to accompany me.

& SHE'S ASLEEP NAO. :(

When i heard of Z* name, i feel kinda pissed.

Classic example of people who is so mother fucking realistic.

Lol. Maybe because i've never really expect Z* to say this kind of thing.

Lesson learnt: Never, NEVER be nice to anyone. Cause at the moment, he/she treat you good, is just nothing but pretendence. Lol. Rly, fucking disappointed. But what to doooooooooo? Im nothing to Z* anymore. Lolllllllllllll.

Kinda regret my decision, ~.~

I miss Jernest.

2011-12-06T13:31:00.002+08:00

Refused to sit at the stairs. Dw to think of him.

Am afraid ill keep eating due to the way im feeling.
Lol.

I wonder how long can this 'waking-him-up' call lasts. :\

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Jernest, my first day w/o your irritatingness at work.
I miss your annoyance. :(

2011-12-05T21:39:00.000+08:00

Addicted to this song.

Why am i a slightly happier girl today?

YES! _SmoothAsTofu_ did her honor rolls!

All of it!

I didnt sleep at all lo.

Thanks to Fc ah!

& Manymany more.

But must thank Fc the most. HAHAHA.

(I know u see this, u sibei song :p )

If you never redeem so many pop refil for me,

i'm sure i cant make it for whiz kids lo!

And as a reward, i alr buy you back hor!

& See you on Wednesday w your gf!

Used to think it'll be very weird,

maybe cause i couldnt let go then,

&& NOW HOR, COME TO THINK OF IT,

I V SCARED LIKE XIAO YU THAT TIME LO!

But now im the xiao yu, LOLOLLLLLLLL. :3

BUTTTTTTTTTTTT, Dont worry.

I wont ask stupid qn. LOL. :X

My buddy may join us on wednesday ah.

She scared like v weird for me to meet you & yr girl, so she join us.

But not cfm.

&&&&&&&&& Seriously, i feel.

Now pressing HSH fucking relax.

Dont need to, eat also press, bathe also press, wakeup also press.

Rly like a addict. -_-

Glad its all overrrrrrrr.

(But.... i still have my rum baby to do. :\)

But till then, at least playing hsh now isnt a chore, but more of a relaxation. =D

Talked to Fc today regarding him.

Tried holding back my tears but didnt achieve.

Will wake him up tomorrow.

If that is of any use to him.

Goodnight world, mother fucking tired now.

2011-12-05T17:35:00.001+08:00

I'm on my way home now,
And is a slightly happier girl now!

Will update when I'm home. Hehehehe

2011-12-05T12:45:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAHA.

I KNOW RIGHT, must be wondering why the fuck i blog so mother fucking so many times.

But i likeeeeeee. :)

Just watched finish "Apple of my eye "

Wanted watched it tgt w buddy yesterday.

Jio her come my hse stay tgt cause idw sleep then go work.

But in the end, decided not to.

& That lazy buddy went home to sleep :(

I DONT WANNA GO REBEL,

I WANNA GO GU YU FACTORY!!!!

I WANNA GO BACK XIANG DANG NIAN AHHHHHHH.

Oh, why i so random? Cause i just listen to "Top of the world - Cataracs "

Teeruk lo, keep singing this. LOL.

I guess i've decided, its okay if i rly cant make it for whiz.

Lol. I left far too lil tasks..

Right now @ 1.09pm, im still rank 27 with a diff of 200 from rank 25. FMLLLL. T_T

2011-12-05T09:56:00.003+08:00

Woke up from one of my 15min 'sleep' today,

received a text from him.

Asking how come i didnt wake him up.

But thankfully, he didnt oversleep ah.

If not i feel bad mxm.

Realise when you lose value to someone,

all kind of things they can say to you.

Sort of expected this,

but not thatttttt direct.

Well, they're right also, lol.

Gave work a missed today,

cause the whole night, i spam finish my pop bar, set alarm to 14/15 mins ltr plus timer to 14/15 mins,

then KO.

After that, the cycle repeat till now, 10am!

Just hang the phone w Fc not long ago,

so pretty awake now.

Rly feel happy for he and his gf.

Stable r/s ah! :)

I know its still early (or maybe not?) to mark the end of the year,

but i guess i'll let Ernest be the last guy of my 2011.

Fell for a couple of guys in 1 year,

pathetic.

Thinking back,

With every single guy i was keen of,

all had beautiful memories thou the ending is horrid.

Lol. Or should i say, all has the same ending?

Sometimes, i rly wonder,

a life like mine,

does it even worth living?

How many more different setbacks will i get?

Fc ah,

Idk if you still reads,

I'm sorry i flare up @ you.

I rly very scared i cant make it for HR.

I dont want to go thru the same thing for 2 weeks.

I spend too much ec on this hr alr.

My difference w rank 25th getting further.

Feel like giving it up alr, lol.

2011-12-05T00:16:00.002+08:00

Happy 21st, my dear.

Dont think i'll text you saying that,

cause i guess it'll seem as a pester.

Remember my letter hor,

I want you to smile like that candy,

not having an angrybird face please.

A pity,

we, or should i say, its me who ruined this friendship.

Shouldnt have asked for your no' during then.

At least we'll all still be so irritating towards each another.

We'll go "NJNLLLLLLLLLLLLLL "

Ah, shouldnt talk about sad stuff on your birthday!

Jiayou w work okay?

Tahan that lj manager.

Quickly get your forklift license!

& Rly hope you'll be able to get past your probation lo! :)

Jiayou ah, mr Ernest!

If you rly have plans on gg back school, go for it eh.

Dont waste time le!

I'm sure yr mom will support you.

I still cant bear to let you go. Lol.

Maybe not psychically, but mentally.

Everything happened so sudden.

:'(

2011-12-04T18:48:00.002+08:00

If its aint raining tomorrow,

i'll be at MW stairs,

thinking of the times we laugh like no one business,

thinking of the times you make fun of me,

thinking of everything you've once said to me.

Saw your message this morning,

make me wonder if im dreaming.

But i know,

its impossible alr.

Lol, to think i still so thick skin..

Blahblahblah~

Hao xiang niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (U)

2011-12-04T00:49:00.002+08:00

-Yawns-

Idk why i agreed for a 4 hour mutual kisses date -______-

Im awfully sleepy now, yup! at 12.52am.

Buddy & Teeruk ask me go rebel / hollywood.

Decided to give it a miss,

to catch up on my HSH. -____________________-

Yesyes, i find it a lil stupid but no choiceeeeee.

I dont wanna press my phone so hardcore again next time.

Didnt realise our(TR & mine) fb got stalked. Lol.

Not gonna mention who, but still -__-

TR asked me to del -person- from fb cause i think she deleted alr. HAHA.

Sadcase. :3

& Ytd cant sleep, wanted watch "the apple of my eye" again.

but couldnt find.

& Today, someone posted the FULL movie on youtube. Hehehehe.

Gonna watch it later.

I miss him!!!!!!!

He watched the show during his friend's wedding cause i told him it was nice.

I wish he was here now, so i can laugh tgt w him.

Dk whr he is, but cant keep texting him either.

Not cant keep, is CANT. lol.

Monday work will be a fucking drag.

W no irritating him to accompany me while i walk from cityhall to suntec/ circle line to have bf then to work/ circle line to home. sigh.

Last 11 days of mother fucking workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Srsly, feel like placing this (blog) to private.

I cant even bother to change the font colour,

who else will want to read?

zhen de zhen de, hao xiang hao xiang ta.

Lol.

Did i mention met R' mom today tgt w TR?

TR asked me to accompany her to go visit R.

So aft that, went town to return R' mom's ic.

Hence she treated us chicken rice for lunch*.

Dk shld say is good or not good,

me and TR only had 1 meal a day since ytd.

Okay, i rly feel like sleeping nao. -_-

Another 1 hr 2x mins to go before date end.

Gonna catch my movie nowwwwwwww, for the 2nd timeee.

Zaijian le!

2011-12-03T21:18:00.001+08:00

Currently in the bus towards jurong east.

One hour ago,
I just alighted from the train at Chinese garden. Spend 20mins waiting for one cab. -.- then in the end? I walked to his house. Yes, in the rain w no umbrella.

And how far is his house? 15 mins? And what makes it worse. The house so complicated. Total got 4 lifts, or 5? The people who stay there also dk which is the right lift I shld take -.- . So ended up, I'm playing w the lift, gg up and down, walk to the next lift, gg up and down. Till I find his house -___- lucky no one is at home. Place those sticky on his shoe rack. Hopefully no one steals them..

再见了, NJNL.
It was a simple but short love. :')

2011-12-03T12:49:00.001+08:00

Yesterday, I just said I was in love.
And today, I'm out of love.
Pathetic much? Hurhur.

Decided to stop maple and go back Audi to hardcore chiong my main ring to max.

Wanna shut down my phone so badly.
But because of the hr, I couldn't. Lol.
Wanna cry, but what reason can I give myself to breakdown?

Sometimes, I think rly, life is so unfair. Lol.

2011-12-02T22:29:00.002+08:00

I think i might be in love.

Was suppose to meet him today,

left work early, went to get him sticky cause apparently, he likes sticky alot.

Quarreled w him over meeting issue during lunch.

Didnt wanna spoil his mood for birthday, so i told him idw meet him the day before.

Then quarrel & quarrel, somehow agreed to meet today.

But idk if its true, his ahma fell and went to nuh.

I knowwwwww, how can anyone joke on this.

But still, the courage i had and everything, gone la.

Like, plan to meet le. Then you stress and nervous the whole noon, suddenly cancel.

Idk should i say im disappointed or what.

Am i being paranoid or what?

I feel, we've drifted since i've said that white lie. Loll.

2011-11-29T13:43:00.001+08:00

Seriously....

I think I lead a sad life. :3

Why?

Bought a pair of shoes from B' street.. Quite cheap - $15 only.

And today is my 3rd day of wearing it. It become..... (see picture 2)

Picture 1 was taken to show E' before I head to club. Dk why the shoe on the display like a chio only. Wear alr become......

But srsly! 3 days only leh. -crying face-

2011-11-22T19:56:00.001+08:00

Reason why I love my mummy, sibei cute.

2011-11-21T07:57:00.001+08:00

This world is so small.
Ernest and me have rl common friend - Keith.

Found that out yesterday.
AND UP TILL NOW, I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE LO!! Wth. Got so zhun anot?

All this while, was praising K' infront of Ernest using another nick. Then ytd when telling Ernest that K' is the guy I've been talking about, we also stun.

Rly ah! World so small. :3

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Chionging HR this term. Hopefully all goes well! :)

2011-11-17T13:41:00.001+08:00

Hmm. Feeling slightly better than yesterday. But guess this feeling wouldn't last long also.

I know eh, not a good sign to feel emotional especially when you're alr 21.

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Sitting on the stairs at MW.
Feeling of crying so strong.

Seriously, what's the use of apologizing when you're actually only used to having that person by your side, and not rly caring for them? Isn't this more like make use?

I rly rly rly wanna learn how to adapt to this. If people wanna go, just go. Lol. Whats the use of holding them back when in the end, they still find reason to leave?

Yet after saying so much, I still think everyone will want at least one person to be w them, hearing them grumble and behaving like couples but are v close friends.

But they are hard to find, no?

2011-11-16T18:36:00.001+08:00

相爱想到疯，乱乱的爱别人。
那也不能叫爱啊。

我竟然傻到让人随随便便的进来我的心，只有几天而已啊。

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Mood swing dao nv see anyhow alight train, thought was paya lebah, then realize I was only at Dakota. Fml.

Rly. Lol.

Moody maximum.

2011-11-15T00:34:00.001+08:00

6 days since I last post.

Started my temp job today.
21 more working days and I'm done.
So far so good, thou im sure I'll be blank tmr on what to do.

K' did something very sweet on Friday. I think alot of girls will want this kind of surprise. But I guess some stuff are not meant to be.

Sunday, met up w buddy. Went Cathay to catch "you're the apple of my eye" amazing. The guy is fucking cute, the show is fucking nice. Lol. A ending I really didn't expect but buddy says, if the Ending is what everyone expected, feelings and memories won't be as sweet and touching anymore.

Watch if you haven't! :)

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Went back maple, played main.
Change hair twice.
Shared a ring w Ernest.

Still, can't wait to go bkk! :3

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Trust me, some things if already complicated, let it be. I won't bother to explain to defend myself cause it won't help much.

JERALDINE'S NOT THANKFUL?

2011-11-09T02:33:00.003+08:00

I love that title.
While thinking of what to blog, i started thinking of the 3 iphone that is right infront of me now.
Wanted to get a itouch. But daddy say not worth.
So thought of getting an ipad instead, but still have to wait.

So to cut story short, teeruk & dee' selling their iphone 4 cause they took 4s.
and i've 3 hsh chars to press now.
BUT SRSLY, im bored of pressing so many.
Let me press main & rum, i still ok.
The other one, i sian mxm can? -______-

--

This week so mother fucking busy!
But so glad and excited for everything to happen.
( & rly lo! Why this week so busy when i've 3 phone!! then next week i'm left w 1 phone and im staying in -_- FML. )

Thurs - gg BPS w teeruk, Keith will come find us, then shop / dinner tgt.
Friday - Surprise meeting. w Teeruk & Des & early bday boy!
Sat - Donate blood. ( Daddy and teeruk scared i faint, but i rly rly rlyyyy wanna go lehz. :( )
Sun - meeting Nat buddy for movie. HEHEHE.

I need to start saving up!
If Jay hubby gg come concert next year, i told teeruk i'll bring her along w me. HEHEHE.
Still remember exactly what happen when i went for his concert. Fucking hyperrrrr.
Jayjayjayjay!! HEHEHE.

told dee to bring us to outskirt if rly bkk cant go.
Dw stay in sg for xmas.
Never been staying in sg for xmas for more than 10 years now, and never wanna try being here.
Hopefully the flood quickly clear ahhhhh!

--

idkyifeelsomotherfuckingalone.
thatfuckingemptyfeeling.

I think im in love with,:)
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
the mother fucking word.

2011-11-08T03:36:00.001+08:00

It's 3.30!
Kinda think Pbm II isn't a major problem, since I've encouragement from Oldman and AA that this is my last paper and I definitely wont want to screw it up. I won't disappoint both of them eh, that's for sure :)

Spoke to fc (see, I blog abt you!) cause he had some misunderstanding w his girl, well. I hope it's all okay now. As for my bday present, keep w you first eh. Don't think it's convenient to meet me. :p will let you know when I try for hr again. Hahaha. And you'll definitely me under me eh! :p take care ah! And don't argue w her alr. :)

Can't wait for tomorrow paper to end.

Jer will do her best, a promise to the people who wish her luck :)

2011-11-06T19:48:00.002+08:00

When everybody has flew and moved on,
why am i still stuck at the same place, not moving?

I feel sad yet happy looking at my bestfriend's fb.
Happy cause she is so much happier now.
Happy cause i know she has made great friends who'll always be there for her.
Yet sad, cause there will always be a gap that will only grow further between us.

i obviously,
needs to grow up.
And move a distant from everyone.

2011-11-06T16:13:00.002+08:00

Annoying Grumpy oldman (as shown on emoji),

Quit HSH alr ah? Never see you login!
Hope yr ankle is in a better shape! :)
Wall me when you're on, okay? :)

--

Paper on Sat should be ok. Whatever i studied came out.

Die now is Tues paper! Have yet to start.

Created a new char, an aran.
Seriously lo, press dao finger numb.
WHY THE HELLLLL CANT PRESS AND HOLD?

& on a better note, HR is finally ending!
The thought of hitting people now, i sian -______-
Somemore rank drop from #3 to #5 to now #17. -______-
Gg let AuntieLucy get her first badge before friday hopefully.

OKAYYYY, GG START MUGGING NAO. :D
Wish me luckkkk.

2011-11-05T08:47:00.001+08:00

In school now w KK.
I thought I was early, but he and I bought the shutter bus tgt.

Damn gg can? I'm suppose to be focusing on my notes, but I keep thinking of gg mbk!

Mummy say this year maybe our bkk trip will be cancel due to yr flood. :( I wanna eat the jap food laaaaaaaaaa. :( I wanna see pink sis! I wanna see pod. I want see the new hotel! LOL.

Kay, fml! Hope my mind don't wonder when I'm in the exam hall.

2011-11-04T13:52:00.001+08:00

This one week,
I've learn alot, from a long time friend - Mr Gg.

He taught me alot,
1) what I felt then, wasn't love. It's really just used to having someone there. It's like a heart with the mini hole, everyone is just trying to fill the hole to make it feel completed, that's definitely not love.

2) this week has been quite a messy one. But he was there to lend me $$ with no questions asked, I appreciate it alot.

3) he knows that I'll be distracted, so he use his own way to distract me. He made me happy, I must admit.

Lol. Now it's turn for mr gg to leave.
Disappointed, but that's life.

And mr gg taught me something,
Smile because nothing is unsolvable. : )

Thanks mr gg for everything in this one week!! : ) I'll remember your 1.8k conditions! :D

2011-11-03T22:35:00.001+08:00

Another one whom mind.

So hard to find one who don't.
So hard to find the confidence back.

Maybe this is what we'll call

M I s s I o n . I m p o s s I b l e

2011-11-01T20:05:00.001+08:00

Feels like stoning and rotting on bed all day long & all night long. Can't get the mood to study.

Slept at near 6am, wokeup at 11.
Went back to bed near 3pm, wokeup at 6pm.
Now it's 8.06pm, feel like heading to bed again. Lollll.

Screw the sleepy bugs. :/

-

Haywire night.
Keith & me were the only one at BPS laughing at idk what. & their service sucks. So mother fucking slow.
Was at roxy sq with K' when teeruk called. So we cab down, waited and stoned for an hour + before we got to see teeruk.
Went for supper ard 2 before walking to find Des' & Wennie dear @ her hotel. Don't know how the time then flew so fast, before dear had to change and leave for work.

Convo with K' let me understand alot of things. Had a wonderful convo but I never want to be having this kind of convo again. Cause it would have meant we have met with some shit trouble. :/

Hope november will be a better month!
For you, and for me! :)

2011-10-30T23:04:00.002+08:00

I nearly lost my pride,
when i told AA what i wanted to say to 1*.
AA thinks i've fallen much more deeper than i actually realise.
But I know, thats not Love.

May flirt around alot,
but will never want a perfect pair to split.

Mr Bobby, lecturer of FIT.
Shoot me off with 1 question on Friday.
"What is the worse when 2 people cant get along when they're tgt?
Ans: Breakoff.
So simple.
What is the worse when you fail your paper?
Ans: Retake / Remodule.
Dont have to be stressed up"

Yeah, life.
Why complicate it when it's alr so fucking complicated?
You. Me. Happy jiu hao. :)
--
Heard this song in MBK the other day with Wennie dear, J' teeruk, Keithy & Desmond.
Had stuck this song in my mind.
Fucking nice, can?

Endorphine - Mai Chai Chun Chai Mai (It isnt me, isnt it?)

I wanna go back MBK!

& SHOO FLU + COUGH.
you've been sticking around with me for 1 week!
When are you leavingggggggg?

I know damn fucking irony,
but kit theung ter, p'd.
I wish you'll see this.

2011-10-29T16:58:00.001+08:00

2011-10-28T23:04:00.001+08:00

That feeling.
V long nv feel alr.
One day, say less than 5 sentence.
That awkward goodbye.

Lol. (u)
So fast I'm feelin this again.
Lol.

2011-10-28T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hey you.
I dont know if you still check this blog out.
Well, if you do,
I wanna say,

I dont know whats wrong,
but im not going to ask anymore.
I just want you to know,
when you wanna speak or talk about it,
im always here.
You know, 24/7,
be it if im asleep or busy doing whatever,
when i see " Asshole Dummy " on the line,
i'll pick it up. :)

You stupidboy91,
cheerup can.
I really wanna see my annoying boy back!

That is, if you ever get to see this.
-laughs-

Yours,
Adolablegirl90

2011-10-28T02:47:00.001+08:00

Today, I finally understand
How much I meant in your heart : ')

2011-10-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

11.11.11

Jay(hubby) 11th album!

SO FUCKING EXCITED.
YES. :)

2011-10-27T22:22:00.000+08:00

2011-10-27T02:23:00.001+08:00

What if I don't wake up tomorrow?
Will you regret not telling me things you wanna say?

You know what? I rather you hate me, and mean it when you say that. : )
Have no fucking idea why are tears rolling. Gees

2011-10-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

its been so long,
so long so long,
since i've use my com to blog.

dont like this feeling,
like a bottle,
feelings overwhelming.
Can imagine?
750ml water in a 500ml bottle.
Yes, overwhelming.
Lol.

I dont know how to start,
I dont know who can i talk to.
Who really understand, in the end?
Who really care, in the end?
Laughs-

--

We're 2 different world people.
Maybe i should let you go,
so everyone else will be happy,
including you. :)

2011-10-26T03:01:00.001+08:00

What can you tell from a guy who got rejected when he still can pretend its normal (e.g still treating her v nice like how he used to.)

1) he really likes her.
2) he got a motive for being close?
3) for pride?

I still think its one.
Despite hearing her bad mouth of him or trying to jinx him, he still smile and say nvm. Rly sweet guy right? Tsk!

Envy eh! :///

2011-10-26T02:40:00.001+08:00

Just as I wanted to say,
" it feels so good to have someone getting over jealous cause of you. "
& honestly speaking, I think he is a very nice guy.

But oh well,
He just got rejected in the face.

Stupid decision, but maybe, rly, it's for the best. If its meant to be, it will be.

P.S nope, not talking about myself.

2011-10-20T16:55:00.003+08:00

Not angry with you,
but more like,
i dont want people to attack you eh.
Somemore IF there are people who atk you,
they're the people who i've talk to nearly everyday.
: (
I dont like that feeling eh.

Sometimes, its rly nice to pretend we aint blogging.
: )

2011-10-20T03:29:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, all I wanna do is just dig a big big ground and hide myself so I can disappear.

Life sucks.

Jason Chen

2011-10-18T12:57:00.002+08:00

Jason Chen, my new love.
HAHAHA.
He has superb voice!!

Omggg.

Love the way you lie & Not Afraid (cover)

&&&& THIS

OMGGGGGGGG.

Okay! Time to do proj! :)

HAPPY 61 DAYS, MR WUU.

2011-10-14T02:53:00.000+08:00

Finally, yes finally!

Got a lil motivation to write this nao.
HEHEHEH.
Sorry, owe you this long (if i can think of things to write :p) post for 2 months!

First come first,
Happy 61 days of contactingggg!
(Maybe we should exclude the 2 days since you MIA lo!)

Thinking back, know you for a few years now.
Just recently, when was looking for people to go BG,
then suddenly you added me to BL.
Then.. find out your BIGBIG secret that ure not a girl!

And started this, "wuuuuuuuuuuuuuu" thing on BL.
With all those PM.
HAHA. But frankly, if you never tell me, i'll nv know eh.
Thou i did ask sunzi before, how come they call you qiang when ure a 'girl' LOL.

Then came the first skype call,
i remember how stress we were.
Or maybe, not stress. But nervous? HAHA.
Im smiling v widely now, while thinking of those days. LOL.
& someone stole my no' from skype lo! Yaoxiu!
But if you never did, i guess i will never have your number eh!
So.. goodjob! LOL. -winks-

Started being close to you but did drifted apart slightly as well.
Then you had yr TP, so then, was bound by a contract with you.
Seriously lo, that contract meant to be a one time use only,
yettttttttt after 234532454 years, im still bounded by it! -angry face-

Frankly, our contract used to be very very strict,
but after a month plus, we all relax alr eh? HEHEHE.
You know why? Cause dummy zui nice can! :D

So started hanging alot tgt in maple, then went to Malacca while someone hardcore train my koc for me. Thanks alot, sweetheart! :)
Remember, whenever i had the chance to connect the stupid wifi,
be it when im shopping outside or near the bbq pit or at the lobby,
i'll be on msn chatting with some asshole.
HEHEHE.

Taught me dota,
but im a failure disciple eh.
Made someone vb so many time. :p

so in the end,
joined me at audi.
created new char with you.
From someone who suck at bb, to someone who can play much better now.
From someone who cant even do cfm, can do cfm now.
Thats what we call, improvement! :D

Despite hating constantly pressing phone,
You still download HSH,
thou for that short while & not so active as i wish you're now,
I was glad you came by to accompany me.
(Pss, send you a date! accept hor!)

In between everything that had happen,
cant really remember having one arguement.
Cause someone spoil me too much,
giving in too much.
Making me run all over your head.
Besides joining the clique, everything you had give in to me.

I know i made a few promises to you,
if our contract can really last till the eoy,
i'll definitely honor them before eoy.
Trust me on that, okay?

I hope you liked all my surprises.
Cause i dont know what else can i do for you,
to make you happy.
I know, it's something minor,
but i tried my best! -smiles-

My best (&iMeanIt) & sweetest present 2011,

Say simple, not simple.
Say hard, not hard.
But it takes effort, doing this.
I really appreciate all the work and time you've done for me.
I still want my half bar choco please! :)

Our wedding SS,

Our first ring

Our second ring,

Our third ring,

Our 4th ring,

Our 5th ring,

Our 6th ring,

Our 7th ring,

For all the memo, it may seem as if its written for fun.
But maybe, deep down, has this little truth.
HAHA. Omg eh, so not me to be so honest with you.

Shall be nice to you eh, shall not post your letters to me.
They shall be our secrets, shall it?
& I wanna LP soon! Cause im not gonna harvest our flowers till we LP eh!
So lp when ure free, alright?
No rushhhhhhhh, but not till our garden full of flowers ready for harvest hor!

--

Dear sweetheart,
I've actually wrote part of it a few days ago,
or to be exact, 2 days ago.
During this 2 days, didnt talk to you alot.
Kit thueng makmak can?
But cant rly imagine myself talking to you like how we used to anymore.

A lil shock plus disappointed,
how this stupid whatever-ship become like that.
Dont wanna lose contact with you
cause WE HAVE TONS OF THINGS YET TO DO,
movies, dota (you've to teach me!), bigbighugs & manymany more.
SO YOU HEAR ME?
I.DONT.WANNA.LOSE.CONTACT.WITH.YOU.
I FUCKING MEAN IT PLEASE.
SO DONT YOU LEAVE MY LIFE LIKE THAT.
okay, if you rly do wanna leave, let me know.
mention, LET ME KNOW hor!

Nevertheless, for these past 61 days,
i'm always smiling knowing you're always here.
i've someone to rant nonstop to, knowing as much as you hate listening, you nv once mention about it,
im never alone,
seriously, seems like i'm taking you for granted.
But maybe, if i'm given a chance,
i rather go back to day 1,
and let you take me for granted instead.

You ah,
better take good care of yourself.
& rlyrlyrlyyyyyyyy dont mia from me hor!
I'll crydieme.

Kupkoon ka, p' wq for the 61 days.
I MISSED WHAT YOU USED TO CALL ME.
:(

I know, i've mention alot of points repeatedly,
but beside thanking you & asking you not to disappear,
i dont know what else can i say.

Found this on fb,

I wanna go back to line 2, and 3 but not awhile!
But i must agree, with the picture eh.
That is always the story.

Thanks for dropping by twice,
thanks for accompanying me thru out the times when no one was there,
thanks for being the best listening ear who was always there,
thanks for hearing me rant and rant the same thing,
thanks for being the dummy mummy who made silly daddy smile alot.
Tears dropping as im typing this,
cause so fast, 61 days!
Sounds like some farewell msg, dosent it? Lol.
Cant thank you further.

Study hard for school okay?
I'm still waiting for my car ride to have prata!
& N to the O,
O to the N! :p

P.S I'm still having my desktop image as that!

Chun Ruk Ter, P' wq.

RING ME HOR.

Thank you, once again.

The naggy old lady,
Jeraldine -

2011-10-14T00:14:00.002+08:00

Just reach home!
Gonna eat dinner before start finishing my post.

: )

EDIT @ 1.09: Okayyyyyyy! Hope i'll get everything done with no author-block in me! Might be my last post till i rly find meaning in blogging again.

2011-10-13T12:38:00.001+08:00

为什么你突然改变？
真的是我一个人单方面在想吗？
我好怀念那些日子你对我的好，
也许我应该放手，给你自由。。。

2011-10-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

Doubt i'll be able to finish my long post before 12am tomorrow.
But will definitely post it before it reaches 15th oct.

Gonna head to bed after gardening!

Be happy, d! :)

2011-10-13T01:44:00.002+08:00

I dont know why.

Hearing this bring tears to my eyes.

Jay (L)

2011-10-13T01:28:00.002+08:00

Having a splitting headache currently.
Whats worse?
I've yet to done my long post,
I've yet to start my proj,
I've yet to do a million and one thing.
And i think im having a fever now.

Tomrrow gonna work, officially.
Feels so different.
With people i've never met before.
Thou there is this very cute guy. HAHA.
Hope he is in the PM shift as well.

--
If one day,
you no longer find me around.
Will you come look for me?

2011-10-12T12:55:00.001+08:00

Nervous -
Veryvery! And the rain ain't helping.
So cold! :(

Hope today my smexyboy will have a good day. :)

2011-10-12T04:26:00.002+08:00

Maybe its so me to send you this long text telling you
everything will be okay.
Knowing you're stress alr,
yet i cant do anything eh.

Hence, not going to stress you further.
Therefore, leaving you a similar message here.
Cause i know, you'll read.
:)

Dummy eh dummy,
I rly rly rly mean it when i say this.
I'm here, 24/7.
I dont mind if we're just in silence the entire convo,
I dont mind you dont tell me what went wrong,
but when you need a pair of ears,
Just like how you were there for me,
I'm here.

Remember you bought me for $2.01 plus being my happy pill,
and i bought you at $1.00.
So i should throw in something for you as well?
I'll be the 0.5 happy pill, since ure worth half of what im worth. HEHEHE.
Hope you get it eh, you this bakaboy!

Nothing is unsolvable!
Cheerup sweet!
Smile as you read this,
a small one? Dosent matter.
I wanna feel that small smile on yr face now.
:)

Go & rest alr eh!

&& As much as i say im used to you disappearing,
PLEASE LO!
DONT DISAPPEAR AGAIN EH.
SDM! :(

Slp early and cheeeeerup!
Crt,pd :)

RukTer,
Salt

2011-10-12T02:46:00.002+08:00

Gonna rewatch

海派甜心

cause virus said, its a tearjerking drama.
Dont rly remember how it is.

I wanna cry so badly. : (
while writing a long post for sweet which will only be done / published on 14th Oct @ 12am!
Continue stalking me, pubor! muacks!

2011-10-11T01:10:00.002+08:00

Disappointed with myself.
Blame myself for being so greedy / kanchiong to want to garden,
so while sync-ing my phone to xfer everything from com to phone,
i went garden. & what happen?

MY FUCKING COM HANG.

H A N G

And the bestttttt part, my phone get to sync those stupid apps and pictures.
But those notes, texts and photo which i ss or snap from my phone is gone.
Memories from January, all my long texts, g o n e

Once told Fei about this,
" It dosent matter on what happen in the future, at least, at this point of time, whatever we're saying is what we rly mean, thats all that is important. "
Hence i never rly read those messages aft we stop contacting,
but whenever i do, it always make me smile. : )

Maybe you know, -cough- new phone, new start? Lol.

--

Gonna start writing my damn fucking long post for someone alr, since it's almost 2 months since i've owe him & gg start research on proj alr! Busygirl tmr! Hehehe.

Am placing the people i adore on PC inclusive of my own char, of cos. HEHEHE.
But most important, is to put that dummy into PC.
Never login for days alr lo! -angry face-
& When you this asshole see this, GO DO YOUR LIC PLEASE.
IF NOT IM RLY GG DO LO!

Connie Talbot (L)

2011-10-10T02:29:00.003+08:00

She's such a cutiepie!

Great voice. Omgomgomg, so cute right?

Her voice at her age (Y)

--

Pubor, happy to hear you.
& yes, thats what im gg to call you now.
P U B O R
(extend my contract lo! : p )

2011-10-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

Pride is in the way,
Or is that over spoilt?

Whichever way, i know i'll regret.

Frustrated,
with the entire situation,
and.
Myself.

2011-10-09T19:02:00.001+08:00

HOI PUBOR.

22 HOURS ALR.

I FUCKING MISS YOU, CAN?

:'(

2011-10-09T15:46:00.002+08:00

This very weird feeling,
I dont know how to say.
It feels so weird,
ure not here.

But yet again,
you aint suppose to be here in the first place.
I was just, what people call, cheap thrill?

Lol.
I prolly just need to get used to this. :)

I'll be fine, definitely.
irlyhopeso.

2011-10-09T02:18:00.001+08:00

My 1st saturday,
without skype-ing with some idiot.

:\

--

Some things are better left unsaid. :)

2011-10-09T02:02:00.002+08:00

希望你现在过得好。

Saw app store need to update ghost harvest,
so went back to see how is everything.
They have new ghosts and boss mobs. (Y)
Might consider gg back to hit max lvl. Heh!

Saw that, want to change also lazy.
Took me days to design that, then. Heh.

How time flies. :)

Interesting convo with teeruk

2011-10-07T15:44:00.002+08:00

My new selfproclaim teeruk! (L)

HEHEHE. My phail teeruk. :p
Love her the most!

2011-10-07T03:20:00.002+08:00

Last post of the day(?) before i off com! :3

A to the E sweetheart,

When you're seeing this,
i hope you're feeling better!

Wont call or text,
dont want to be a bother.
But you know eh,
my phone 24/7 is for you eh :)
(Pssss, of cos beside those time when i decide i should ignore you & play with my airplane mode! :p)

Wanna see the annoying and fucking irritating dummy back tomorrow eh!
Oh please, not forgetting the easy jealous boy.
-coughcough-

Cheerup, once again!
Seeeee you @ 6 if we're both awake! HAHA.

2011-10-07T02:50:00.002+08:00

I will never let you fall,
I'll stand up with you, forever.
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you, sends me to heaven.

- The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Your Guardian Angel

Second time - :)

2011-10-07T00:46:00.002+08:00

Shall not say much about my surprise plans.
But i still cant forget how nervous was i,
like anytime i'll get exposed can?

The second time - 6 hours.
So near, yet so far.

Mummy's op should be consider as a success,
5 days MC,
next week need to go back to take out cast.

--

Tomorrow towning with Elissa darling & mei! Excited much.
Finally get to see her. :)

--

Geegeegeegee,
disappointed dm again! :\

DM:

As much as i wanna know everything,
As much as i wanna ask 101 questions,
I rather wait for you to tell me everything when you feel like.
-cough-
Remember you say one eh, you've alotalot to tell me & you'll slowly release them bit by bit!
Shall put it here, so you cant run away from what you say eh! :p
& Do always remember, my second text.

Glad you enjoy my surprise! : )
& -cough- IM STILL WAITING FOR YOU TO TELL ME, WHY YOU NO DEL THAT MSG HOR.

RT,
SD :)

2011-10-06T12:33:00.001+08:00

One of the best feature.

Airplane mode + wifi = Avoid everyone calls and text + able to HSH. (Y)

2011-10-06T11:09:00.001+08:00

Seriously, this is the first time and last I'm gg to play this secretive game! In this weird place. Rly lo!

Like anytime my secret will be exposed. -.- & I can't even see where is the nearest busstop. Wts!

Edit: plans didn't rly turn out as expected! People were suppose to feel happy and not angry lo. Sighzxxzxczxczx!

Hope you enjoy the bf! :)

#1178

2011-10-06T01:10:00.002+08:00

Audi is always screwed up after midnight.
Annoying.
Cant garden when i've the entire time in the world -____-

--
Reblog @ 2.50am,

Hehehe. Got a lil surprise tomorrow.
I dont know how things will go,
but i hope it will goes successful without any wrong eh.

Then gg train down find mummy & daddy.
Mummy will be having her op in the morning,
hope everything goes fine.

Got so much to share.
My new room,
my pressies,
an art piece dummy design for me.
and i dont know what more i can share?

Took so long to blog, cause was being defeated by the food monster.
Ate cheese hotdogs with daddy & mei while watching tv.
Lol. Jitao bastard ttm.
Were laughing at those people, how they chase stars.
Esp the guy who 'picked up 2 watermelon'. LOLLL.

Couldnt sleep eh.
Thou my eyes is giving me one hell of a problem. -_-
Puborrrrrrr.

I cant find a reason to blog anymore.
I cant find a reason for me to smile while blogging.

2011-10-04T22:29:00.001+08:00

I'll admit it,

I'm petty.

2011-10-04T17:44:00.002+08:00

Frustrated.

1) He still refuse to join.
2) My fucking loser trick dont work anymore.
Wtfuck. -.-

Edit: I chu all kind of loser tricks i can think.
yet he still refuse to give in eh.
Sucker dummy. @#$%$#@!#$

2011-10-04T03:40:00.001+08:00

Lying on bed while typing this.

Blame on my stupid thoughts that now I cant get to sleep.

That asshole, dk whr he go.
No news from him for the past 7 hours.
Text also dk how reply. Asshole.

Please eh, I hope he will be okay even if he dosent reply.. I'm rly getting a lil worried alr.

LW, you hear me? You better be okay. Sigh..

2011-10-04T02:39:00.002+08:00

I think i understand alr,
finally.

Everyone is going back to where they first belong to.

Yayyyyyy!

Cheapthrill - over.
hurhur.

New Blogskin

2011-10-03T17:20:00.002+08:00

Seriously, just placing MaiHaiTurPai as BGM, dammmmmn nice & sad can? :\

Slept for a 1 hr plus before heading to school,
couldnt sleep in the train & it was a 45 min journey.
Attended class for 45 mins -.- & was being released.
Hence, another 45 mins back home.

Wth right? -___________-

Tomorrow should be another short class. Hehehehe.

No motivation to blog, :(
Till then, - : )

2011-10-03T04:05:00.002+08:00

All the fucking good songs playing @ 4.05am.
HOW TO SLEEP LIKE THAT?

Likely this song will be place as #1 of my blogsong, without those people talking.
Best lyrics, as always in Boy Peacemaker's song! :)
Love it!

Okayyyyy! Rly gg to sleep now!
NIGHTY!

2011-10-03T02:29:00.002+08:00

When you're feeling all shit,
& there you go,
more shit to ruin your mood. -___________-

Random thought to blog,

Mohombi - Coconut Tree feat Nicole Scherzinger

Hahahaha. Stupid title - coconut tree.
But superb song! (Y)

Still remember when mei first played this song, we were enjoying the beat.
Then suddenly i heard, Coconut tree.
We stare @ each another and laugh.

--

When you're reading this space,
i've been backspacing it for 3 times.
Each time, i backspace a long paragraph.
Irony, isnt it?
My blog, yet i've to think of what people think and what they'll do after that. Lol.

ANW, ITS 3:41AM AND IM NOT ASLEEP.
NOT BECAUSE I DONT WANT.
Because im listening to this fucking handsome guy,

FUCKING HANDSOME.
JERRY YAN (L)(L)(L)

& THIS SONG, (Thou he is not that ideal looking here)

omgomgomg, suddenly i forget whose my adultry!
Sweet, whose my adultry?
He can be one of my adultry also la! HAHAHA.
SO CUTE LAHHHH.

Okay, im gg to sleep while thinking of him. -shydie- HEHEHE.

P.S Wait for a new blogskin! :) Since this current one got so many error. tsktsk!

2011-10-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

URE SUCH AN IDIOT
URE SUCH AN ASSHOLE.
URE SUCH A DUMBBOY.

HATEDAIYOU!!

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P.S When a female says no, she means yes.
Srsly! Why you so stu pid?
HATE YOU.

Best if you never see this! -curse & swear @ you-

edit: Who gives you the right to play this disappointment game eh!!! CRT! -cough- LOL.

2011-10-01T03:28:00.003+08:00

Sorry you.

Treat you so coldly,
Cause i dont know what to say.
I cant pretend nothing has happen.
I cant pretend i dont care.

You know that feeling?
I wish you were here,
but ure not.
You'll never be.
Whenever i visited the places we used to go,
A part of me wish you remembered all the promises you made,
the words you've said then.

You're in a better situation now,
so i dont expect you to be like me,
thinking of the past, thinking to go back time.
Lol.

Bah~

Last long, once again.
Said this too many times, but the last time im repeating it.
Be happy, always.

2011-10-01T02:46:00.002+08:00

SAWAATEEKA, OCTOBER! :)

Happy children's day to my Dotter, Dummy & Mr Stranger (Youknowwhoure):)

Brand new month,
Brand new skin,
Brand new blogsongs,
Brand new room,
Brand new me(?), maybe.

Hehehe. Finally eh, change a new skin.
Have been using the previous one like nong nong nonggggggggg ago.

Do bear with the time it take ages to load the blogsong. Idk why either -_- But honestly, i damn lazy to go figure out what is wrong also. Took me nearly an hour to get the banner (on top!) & the skin done. Tsk!!

Cant decide which blogsong to have, so have both! Hehehe.
If you stay long inside the blog, you can hear the 2nd one!
Potato, wansui!

Srsly, i think the mixpod is screwing my skin abit. Tsk!

--

A lil about September,

It might not be a good one for alot of people, neither is it a good one for me.
But i did enjoy myself alot.
Travelled to Malacca, ate ALOT of good food, thought alot of things & sort of straighten them.

Maybe, i'll learn to care less for what people think & feel.
Cause it has always been bothering me,
What the fuck people think, how they will feel and what so ever.
But it struck me recently,
Does it concern me?
Why should i give a fuck to what others feel when they dont give a shit about mine?

Remoduled for PBM, gonna attend Sup paper for FIT.
Lol. Fuck FIT, rly! -_-
But i know, i didnt study and i missed too many lessons. ~.~

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Currently waiting for some big card to reach home to accept my date.
Yaoxiu boy, make me wait for nearly 2 hours alr lo!
HAIS!

Hoiiii, asshole. Faster recover please.
I want change ring lehzcxzxcxzx!
-cough-How do you confuse a retard?-winks- LOL.

Oh, and by the time when you read this,
Welcome back, retard!!! -waves-
Quit smiling, ty! :p

2011-10-01T01:14:00.000+08:00

It happen all the time, dont you agree?

2011-09-30T01:21:00.002+08:00

Sweet,
I know i should write you your damn long post which i owe you since nearly 2 months,
to make you feel better if you read it.
However, i'm going to use reverse psychology here.
If you want your longlong post,
pleaseeeeee recover fast eh!

I've plans for our frenchtoast alr!
Dont spoil my plans!

Takegoodcare okay? :)
& i cant believe eh, i didnt speak to you for a day alr!
I WANNA HEAR SMEXY VOICE PLEASE.

Get well soon, asshole.

2011-09-29T15:47:00.002+08:00

Potato - Ruk Tae Doo Lae Mai Dai

OR

Potato - Ter Yang

Old school VS New school!!

Couldnt make up my mind which song to use as blogsong, or should i use both?

Been listening to Potato since the moment we started listening to Thai songs. DAMN NICE RIGHTTTTTT?

2011-09-29T05:08:00.001+08:00

The more people ask if ure okay,
And the more you try to smile it off,
Assuring ure fine and everything is okay..

I don't want to say a word to anyone, cause not that I dont need care. But more like, I don't want people to get worried for me.

One person suffer, better than everyone, dosent it?

Feel bad skipping, but I know, I definitely can't attend school with whatever I'm feeling right now.

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I must really let myself know that things have already changed. I rly wish, I could just psycho myself that..